yeah. i was just reminded of why i wasn't gonna open up to people here. i almost got to the point where i was so angry i was gonna cry. well i'm also pmsing but still. it takes a lot to get me to that point...... i'm tired.

i want to go home. for a long time. and just sleep. and play with my friends. i wish it was senior year again but w/o the work. like we would go to school/class but it would be like the teachers would teach us things about life. yeah there would be subjects but like calculus would matter.... like real stuff you know? and if it wouldn't help us in the future... it wouldn't be taught. pretty much like in college how you can choose your classes for your future job but with the funness of high school. like i actually miss mama laird. i miss a small campus where it takes me less than 5 minutes to walk across. i miss hearing my name being called across campus whether it be by a teacher (i.e. mr. phelps i miss him too C: ) or by my friends.

i miss you friend. i miss how you make me laugh til i cry. i miss how you let me cry. i miss the crazy drives we took. i miss all the weird looks. i miss those ears. i miss having no fears. i miss squishiness. i miss the tenderness. i miss the melodies. i miss the harmonies. i miss singing valentines. i miss the trips. i miss you like no other. my heart aches. there will never be others like you.

yes. i know... lookout world chong's updating!!!!

God is DANG grood. so many hot boys today. too many to count.... ehhehehee. that's it. that's my story oh and... look up nick swardson... HOT and FREAKING HILARIOUS. C: aiite then laterskaters

hey haven't updated forever but here's a synopsis

-judy (aka squarehead) is great and i love her
-miyako is great and i love her too!
-chou and debbie are madd sexy even though clubbing failed (next time sexyhawks)
-kristen rocks for driving me around vacaville and fairfield

there ya go C:hehehe aiite then i'm tired so laterskaters

*sigh* ahhhhh.. serina stories are graht..

*warning: you might pee your pants in this episode of... ONE LIFE TO SERINA- EPISODE: SILLINESS*

so today me and serina hung out in san jose just for kicks. we go to togos/baskin robbins.. it's ONE thing.. isn't that cool? so anyway. we get our ice cream adn i go to the door and hold it for her. (did i tell you we're going out? HAHAHAHA JUST KEEEEDING!!!!) and i turn around to look where she is.. and SHE'S ABOUT TO BUMP INTO THE GLASS WALL. HAHHAHAHAHAHAH. she has this amazingly confused look on her face which she later says, "i thought.. i don't remember walking over this metal bar thing before..." HAHAHAH WHATTA FREAK. there are so many more.. but if i write them out.. it's not as funny. it's funnier when you see me act it out. ask me about jeff's spanish video project and serina's never ending new fobbiness oh and serina's WEIRD NOISES...

in addition to the hilariousness that occurred at togos/baskinrobbins... later we see this "silly hippie man" and his girlfriend with .. get this.. "SILLY BOOBS" THOSE WORDS IN QUOTES ARE SERINA'S EXACT WORDS.... WHO IN THE WORLD DESCRIBES BOOBS AS SILLY???? HOW CAN BOOBS BE SILLY??? i can see how a hippie can be silly... oh man.. whatta freak..

anywho. nothing new in my life 'cept i saw annie today. so squishy C:. love it. laterskaters

//this ends this episode of ONE LIFE TO SERINA.. tune in next week when serina tries to become normal.. will she succeed??? (probably not)